Friday, May 22, 2009

Finger Print Fridays

This week I was going to honor my family with my Finger Print Friday post but yesterday I received an email about a friend and her family and I feel they should have the spot light today...



The Lundgren's have become my family in Texas, in more ways then they will ever know. I'm sure you've seen my posts or heard about Ella and Owen on a million different occasions. They have welcomed me into their lives on many occasions and supported me in everything that I have chosen in my life! They are amazing and I couldn't have wished for better people in my life!! I really do see the Finger Prints of God in them, after everything they have learned is the past couple of months they still have a positive outlook and they still walk side by side with God, putting their trust in him!



Awhile back, I asked for prayers for Owen, I didn't really say why or even say anything at all. I needed time, I needed to process what I was told and realize that everything was going to be just fine... that God had a plan for Owen and no one would realize what exact that was until this week....
Owen went to his 1 year check up and his doctor heard a very distinct mummer in his chest, it was highly suggested they go to a pediatric cardiologist to have it looked at in depth. Well, after the appointment they found out Owen has a hole in his heart (between the chambers so the "good" blood is mixing with the "bad" blood), they were told this is not life threatening to him right now... but later down the road (maybe in his 30's) there is a good chance he would be walking down the road and he would just pass away. Of course knowing this is fixable and that don't want to put him in any kind of danger later on they have decided to get the hole patched. As of right now he will not have anything done until he is at least 3 years old and it's then when they will decide weather or not it will have to be open heart surgery or if they will be able to go through his vain and patch it that way (it all depends on how big the hole is... right now it's pretty big BUT it could get smaller or it could get bigger... this is why they will not decide until right before the procedure is closer). If you looked at Owen you would never know that he has a problem, he is such a little boy... playing with cars, eating all the time, running around with his sister and now loving to play in the pool. BUT as much as this stinks to know that a wonderful little boy will have to have something so major done is not even the beginning of the story... He is an Angel is disguise!!




Owen is Scott's Angel that is for sure!! After Jess found out about Owen's heart and what could become of him later in life she had a talk with Scott. For awhile she has known that he had a mummer but it was never looked at more in depth. Of course she got worried after hearing about O and what could happen when he hits his 30's... around the age Scott is. Well, Scott decided that it was a great idea to have his heart checked out, to be on the safe side. It was found that he has the same condition as Owen and he is going to need surgery also!! But they will do Scott's in the 3 - 5 month time frame, it's a 50/50 shot right now on weather it will be open heart or through a vain... again, it depends on how big the hole is once the date gets closer. So, just like Owen, Scott needs some prayers as well! To me this is a perfect example on how God has a plan for everything, why you should never question what he does or why. If it wasn't for Owen and his condition then they would have never had Scott check out his heart and who knows what would have happened down the road. This is where God's Finger Print isn't always the happiest but it's his and he really does have a plan for every.single.thing he puts in front of us!

If you think about this wonderful family could use your prayers for awhile, I will for sure keep you updated on everyone and they are doing as the time comes and goes... if you have any questions just ask, I will let you know as much as I can or know myself! I hope you have a very wonderful Memorial Day weekend, see you back on Tuesday (for Not Me!! Mondays!!... just a day late)!!

Love,
KJ


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From Beci's Blog:
There is a song by Steven Curtis Chapman that says:
I can see the fingerprints of god
When I look at you I can see the fingerprints of god
And I know it’s true
You're a masterpiece
That all creation quietly applauds
And you're covered with the fingerprints of God
So look around you and see where YOU can see God's fingerprints. Is it in nature? Kids? Animals? Where do you see them? Here's how to join in - Go to Becki's Blog!
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

"Stella & Dot"

This past Sunday my friend Heidi hosted a jewelry with a sales rep from "Stella & Dot" (who is her friend), I'm usually not one for the make-up parties (yes, I've hosted them and been to them... doesn't mean I really WANT to go them), trunk parties, ect... BUT being the good friend that I am, I went. The reason behind not liking these things is because you always feel obligated to buy SOMETHING and they are usually NOT the cheapest things around. So, knowing I was going to get something and spend money I shouldn't, I put a smile on my face, and walked into the door....

OMG, it was LOVE at first site!!! I couldn't keep my hands off of every.single.piece of jewelry she had sitting out on the dinning room table. The color, the shapes, the way EVERYTHING matched or could be taken off and then put onto a different chain, bracelet, or ear rings... it was LOVE and I couldn't help it!! Of course I wore a cute brown top and jeans, everything that I tried on matched and went so well and made jeans and a cute brown top even cuter and it just worked!!

Of course, everything was still on the expensive side (the thing I was the most is a pretty, pretty necklace that is over $250.00 with tax) but I think it might be something I save for... I love it that much!!


I ended up buying something, I couldn't leave with out something to show off, it was just that cute, and as soon as I saw it I really couldn't put it down... I kept going back, to the point everyone asked if that is what I was going to buy because I kept putting it on, taking it off, putting it on, taking it off... you get the idea!! WELL, the picture is right there.. what do you think? I'm in love with it, even if it's not much but for some reason I have a passion for this ring!!

If you get a chance you should check out the website and see if there is something that you might want to buy... you don't even have to have a party, you can just order right off of the website, but I'm telling you, if you have a party people will buy, it's to cute not too!!! If your on my Christmas list you can pretty much assume you're getting some form of jewelry this year and you can bet it's going to be a "Stella & Dot" piece!! Happy Shopping and I hope you love it as much as I do!!

-KJ

PS- The catalogue does nothing for the jewelry, you really do have to see it in person to know how super cute everything really is!!

Monday, May 18, 2009

Not Me, Monday!!

Welcome to Not Me! Monday! This blog carnival was created by MckMama. You can head over to her blog to read what she and everyone else have not been doing this week.




Not me Mondays... one of the few things I like about this day...

So, this past week has been a crazy one for me that is for sure, so lets see if I can remember every things that I did NOT do ;)

I did not get up this past Saturday at 4:30 am to help with the March for Babies, who would ever get up at an hour like that?! Not me, that is for sure... I do not function before 7 am any day of the week!!

I also did not take 2 benadryl the night before at 8 pm so I would pass out and have some good sleep!! Nope, because I would never, ever take any kind of medicine to make me to go sleep!!

I did not ask my boyfriend (though text message) if he would bring me home a Red Bull drink for the next morning because I knew that I would not be able to function... I would NEVER drink energy drinks, because I know how they do not make me bounce off walls at alarming rates!!

I did not forget to eat the morning of the walk (with no Red Bull in my system) and then make so many people laugh because they all thought I was crazy to have that much energy so early in the morning.

I also did not challenge the weather Friday, saying that I was not worried about rain due to it only being a 30% chance of rain... it doesn't rain when it's only 30% I only care when it's 50% or higher....

I also do not think that it was my fault that it rained on Saturday (thankfully after the March for Babies was said and done) since I did not challenge the rain what so ever!!

It also was not a crazy Summer Rain where you could not get out of it!! It was not a soak you to the bone, make you want to cry because EVERYTHING was wet and falling apart and you don't know how you're going to get things put away so you can get yourself in a car... out of the rain.

Oh yeah, I was NOT in a white t-shirt either.

I also didn't have the time of my life, knowing that this walk raises sooo much money to help babies out all over the country, that every headache, rain storm, meeting, etc... was worth it!!

I did not skip Church this Sunday (my second Sunday back) because I was still so tried from Saturday to even function that early in the morning. I did say my prayers through out the day and I feel God has forgive me and knows that it was all for a good cause!

I am not worried about so much in my life right now... there have not been huge talks about life changing decisions. BUT I have also not let it go to God, if this is something that is supposed to be in my life plan then I will not leave it in his hands to show me what is right or wrong... :)

I also have NOT been counting down the days until my birthday (8 and counting) since last week!! Also, I do not have the best Friends ever helping me plan an awesome party also! NO swimming, bbq-ing, or just hanging out... Nope, because I'm WAY to old to be sooo excited about my birthday still!!

Anyway, that is all I have for today, have a great Monday and until next time!

-KJ

Friday, May 15, 2009

Fingerprint Fridays....

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From Beci's Blog:
There is a song by Steven Curtis Chapman that says:
I can see the fingerprints of god
When I look at you I can see the fingerprints of god
And I know it’s true
You're a masterpiece
That all creation quietly applauds
And you're covered with the fingerprints of God
So look around you and see where YOU can see God's fingerprints. Is it in nature? Kids? Animals? Where do you see them? Here's how to join in - Go to Becki's Blog!
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After last weeks post I had no idea what I was going to do for this weeks Fingerprint Friday and the most amazing support from everyone through the post! Well, after much thought I figured this was the best one for me... FRIENDS.

Through them I'm able to see the Fingerprints of God everyday... they are my support and my rock, they love me for my faults, my personality, my everything. They have been there for me through thick and thin. When I'm flaky and disappear from the world the are they first to welcome me back with open arms, not a question to be asked... just there. They let me turn to them in moments of sadness, hopelessness, rejoicing, and excitement. They love me through all my fun holidays (even Lou who I embarrass every year on St. Patrick's Day with head decorations) and help me celebrate everything that I love. I know that if I needed them for anything, they would be there for me, holding my hand, supporting every decision I make. I am so very thankful for my friends, without them, life wouldn't be what it is today.

Thanks you friends for all your love and support, you have no idea how much you mean to me and I truly believe you never will!! I love each and everyone of you more and more every day! I hope I can be a rock for you as you have been for me!!

Love you,
KJ

PS- If I have left you out please don't be upset... I have limited pictures on this computer or I don't have a picture of you!! You're still my friend and I still love you very much!!



* Make sure you push play so you're able to see all the pages!! *

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

My Ella...

As many of you know I have a special spot in my heart for Owen and Ella, they are my loves and sometimes I think people would assume they are mine due to the unconditional love that I have for these two little children. I love that Jess and Scott allowed me to come into their family and make myself comfortable. I know that I can turn to either one of them when ever I need them! They allow me to take their children for hours at a time, not really knowing what we are doing, and trusting me 100% that I wouldn't put them in harm, which I would never ever do!!

Well, again, as many of you know I got so very sad news about my Owen. At his one year check up his doctor found a very distinct heart murmur and highly suggested they go see a pediatric cardiologist, the sooner the better. Well, Jess and Scott followed the doctors suggestions and saw the cardiologist, unfortunately it was not the best news you could ask for. They found out Owen has a very large hole in his heart (why the doctor heard the murmur in the fist place). It is located in between the two areas (sorry for not being very technical)and it is mixing his "good" blood with his "bad" blood. The happy part is that he will not have surgery until he is at least 3 years old, the doctors told Jess and Scott that if they choose to not address this problem he would live a very happy and full life until he is in his early 30's (give or take a few years) and then he could just drop dead due to the hole. After hearing all this they talked to each other, friend and family but never really addressed it to their 3 year old daughter, Ella. How do you tell a 3 year old your brother is sick, but you can't really tell, and he is going to have to have surgery to fix this by the time he is your age? They just didn't think it was something she needed to know right now (please understand Ella is a VERY literal child).

Well, our Children's Ministry Director let Ella borrow a bible from her office and Ella is all into reading this. Lately she has said many things about God being with her and helping her out. For example: Last night she slipped in the bath tub but caught herself, she was not hurt and didn't really even flinch. I asked if she was alright and she told me "I'm fine because God saved me". Well, Jess, Scott and I were talking last night after they got home and they were telling me the fun things that Owen and Ella have been doing and some storied to go along with them. This one story Jess told me is what inspired me to write this today:

Jess said Ella and her were laying down, reading books and just talking about the day and Ella looked up and asked if Owen had a whole in his heart. Now, remember that they have been talking about his condition since they found out but never to Ella. Jess told her yes and that they would get it fixed when he was a little older. Ella then asked if God put the whole in Owen's heart... they are not ones to lie to their children... Jess told her yes and Ella then asks "If God put the hole in Owen's heart then why are we going to fix it"... I'm sure they came up with a reason Ella could understand but after Jess told me this it got me thinking.

If God puts things into our lives the way he wants them then why do we think it is alright to change or fix them. If he didn't want them right where they were, then do you think he would have put them there to being with? I love how that little girl can get me thinking about some the deepest thoughts with the simplest questions... I love her so much and I can't wait to see her again next week!!



Monday, May 11, 2009

Not Me Mondays...

Welcome to Not Me! Monday! This blog carnival was created by MckMama. You can head over to her blog to read what she and everyone else have not been doing this week.





Once again, here is what I did NOT do this week... it wouldn't be me at all if I did any of it!!

I did not manage to bruise my finger so bad in a crazy accident with a ceiling fan that a doctor did not say "By the way it looks, I would have lost good money on guessing that you broke it". Nope, he did not say that because you would think if I got in a fight with a ceiling fan I would win... not the fan!

I was also not asked on more then one account "How did you stick your finger in a fan"? I am not a 2 year old and I WAS taught to not stick my fingers in fans... thank you very much!

I did not get mad at the boyfriend for "yelling" at me on the computer most of the day because he was worried about me. I wouldn't ever do something like that, it wouldn't be nice!!

I wasn't not excited when I went to the pharmacy to get pain pills (for the finger I do not bruise all the way to the bone - FYI) and find out I can get the good stuff for only $10.00... that would make me look like a big time pill popper (which is so not my style, for real)

I did not go to dinner Wednesday night to meet the boyfriends mom, freaking out because I was so nervous to meet her. Only to not find out she is the sweetest, cutest person I have ever meet! I wouldn't freak out, everyone loves me... right? :)

I have NOT put off cleaning my house for over a week, that would just be wrong in so many different ways. AND on the nights I have a little time to maybe catch up before moving on to babysit I did not see if a friend wanted to go to dinner... nope, that would not be me, not one bit!

I am for sure not counting down the days until my birthday party... because if I was having a birthday party it would mean I'm getting older and who wants to get older? NOT ME!

I for sure have not had Fiona's Easter gifts in the trunk of my car for a month, just waiting to get shipped. Nope, not me, I'm always on top of everything and I always make sure things are sent in time for the holiday!

I also have not been waiting on shipping Fiona's gifts because her mommy had a birthday and I could just put both in one box... that would be silly since it was a good two weeks between the events... I also have not had her gifts at my house just waiting for me to wrap and move them to my car. That would make me a bad "sister" and Aunt to people I love, so I wouldn't do that at all!!

I did not have a great Sunday (Mother's Day) going to chruch and lunch with Alan and his mom... no, I wouldn't have enjoyed that one bit!

I did not have an exciting weekend full of parties, playing with kids I love, and hanging out with my boyfriend... why I would never pack a weekend so full that I am running from one thing to the next. Nope, not me... all I do on the weekends is relax all.the.time! HA!

*Have a great Monday!*

Thursday, May 7, 2009

What a week...

This has been one crazy week for sure and I'm ready to get it over and done with before anything else can happen!

On Sunday I came home to a very sick dogie (I will spare you the details), thinking the bad part was over I walked him and we went to bed. Well, I was wrong! At about 4:30 Monday morning I woke up to my dog getting sick all over again. I'm thinking he did it before I woke up also, but this lasted until about 7 am. After a call * around 5:30 * to the ER Vet and being told I could come in and how much it was (they told me it was my choice) I called my Vet, left a message and just kept an eye on Bailey. Well, he finally stopped being sick but I'm pretty sure he didn't sleep (by this point he was in his kennel... that is a lot easier to clean then my apartment floor) and I can tell you I didn't sleep anymore either. Well, the vet called me and I took him as soon as they opened, dropped him off, and went to work. I got a call at about 9 am telling me the only thing they could find wrong with him was that there was a high amount of bacteria that is only found when dogs are stressed out!!! I was very happy to hear that he was alright but so very mad that my dog was SO flippin' sick because he is stressed!!! Who knows what is stressing him out but I am very happy that is the only thing that is wrong with him and it can be fixed by some pills, special food for a few days, and some love from me!!

So... after a fun filled Sunday night, everything was back to normal Monday night and I was able to get a great nights sleep. On Tuesdays I watch my friends Jess and Scott's two kids, Ella and Owen. This really is the highlight of my week... I have been with Ella since she was a tiny baby and I was so lucky to meet Owen the day he was born! I love these kids more then anything and we have been though everything together (I'm pretty sure they are preparing me to be a mom one day), but anyway... I go over on Tuesday and we have a great night, Owen went to bed a little early and that gave Ella and I some time to read book with just the two of us. After I put her to bed, I was cleaning up and decided that I didn't want the ceiling fan on but I still wanted the light. Well, when I was pulling the string to turn the fan off, it put pressure on the glass dome over the light, pulled it off and sent it flying downward. Me, trying to get out of the way but save it at the same time, tried to grab it, missed, hit my little finger. After that is hit a chair, smashed on the floor and some how managed to slice my big toe!! My finger started swelling, hurting and stinging right away, my toe hurt and I didn't know it was bleeding until I looked down.... so,I fist cleaned my toe then proceeded to clean up the millions and millions pieces of glass all over their floor. Remember - I had just put Ella to bed and Owen had been in bed for awhile so they were not around to see or get hurt, but I'm 100% sure that in the 2 seconds this happened Ella heard a very nice choice of words! Anyway, the next day my finger is swollen and black/blue (my friend Louise told me it looked like I had taken some string and cut off circulation to my finger) so after many people yelling at me to go and have it x-rayed I went in after work to have it looked at. After being asked many time "how did you stick your finger in a fan" (I'm not 2... I do know better and did not do that)? I had it x-rayed and found out that I did not break it but seriously bruised it up and it needs some major time to heal (the doc told me if he would have guessed before he had seen the x-rays he would have bet good money that it was broken just by looking at it). He ended up giving me some awesome pain killers, a splint, and some crazy bright yellow tape (I get to wear that for at least 5 days and up to a week depending on how it's doing) and instructions to let it rest. I then went to dinner and had some beers that made it feel better right away ;).


I wish you could see how bad it really is... I took this this morning, almost 48 hours after it happened!
*Please ignore the MOD paper I used... this was right before my con call today*


The yellow tape is killing me, I know people want to know what happened! :)

So... that was my Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday today is Thursday and I'm thinking after the week I've had so far things should be back on the rise, if it's not I'm really worried to know what might happen next! I hope you enjoyed my great week so far and I will see you back tomorrow for Fingerprint Fridays!!

*KJ*

Monday, May 4, 2009

Fingerprint Fridays

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From Beci's Blog:
There is a song by Steven Curtis Chapman that says:
I can see the fingerprints of god
When I look at you I can see the fingerprints of god
And I know it’s true
You're a masterpiece
That all creation quietly applauds
And you're covered with the fingerprints of God
So look around you and see where YOU can see God's fingerprints. Is it in nature? Kids? Animals? Where do you see them? Here's how to join in - Go to Becki's Blog!
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This week for Fingerprint Friday I have seen the finger print of God not in nature, or in a child but in famous R&B (I think that is the kind of music she preforms) singer Beyonce Knowles. I was listing to Pandora hoping another one of her songs would come on but this song did instead and it couldn't have been more perfect.

*I'm sorry that this ended up being so long but I had to explain the story*

The song Halo was the song that came on and it's perfect. I will put the words and link the video for it was well, the video is pretty amazing live if you ask me but I just like to listen to the words as I sit here writing about how it has managed to change my day today.

This past Sunday was my last Sunday working in my Church nursery. I have decided that it was long past due for myself to get back into actually going to Church (or big Church as all the kids call it). I have been working at my church (yes, I'm actually a member of this church as well as a worker) since 2004 and have gone through many ups and downs along the way, but I always knew that I could walk into any of the rooms, look at any of the children in that room and know that I could over come anything. That is what the unconditional love of a child does for me, they show me that anything is possible, that it's alright to question anything if you don't understand, and the simplest answers might actually make the most sense for the hardest questions. I have grown to love every child I have meet, even if it was only for a minute, they touched my heart in ways they will never know. It was so hard to turn in that letter telling my bosses that I need to move on, away from something that made me so comfortable away from something that always brought me joy. I loved that the parents trusted me with the children even it was for just a very short hour but to leave a child with someone you do not know except for a short time once a week can not be a easy task. BUT I grew relationships with these parents as well as the kids, I could see that they knew me, that they knew I would love their child for the very short hour I had them in my care and I would answer all their questions as much as I could, with those simple answers to those hard questions.

On Sunday as the hour drew closer to an end and I knew this is the last time I would hold these children I felt a comfort at the same time. I know that I'm not leaving the Church forever, I will actually be back next Sunday, right down the hall in the big Church. I will be listening to God tell me my next path in life, I will be looking for God to show me the unconditional love that he has for me (the same kind of love I have for all the kids), I will be reintroducing God into my life. Now, please don't get me wrong, I KNOW God loves me unconditional, I KNOW he only shows me the right path... but I NEED to see these things and that is what I am planning on doing starting that past Sunday when I said good-bye to one chapter of my life. I have always been a Christian, I grew up in the Catholic Church, went to Catholic schools my whole life and when I moved to San Antonio I decided to be reconfirmed as an Episcopalian. I love my church, I love the people in my Church and I love that God in there, I can feel him around me when I'm there. I have always prayed, I read the bible in school (Catholic school for 15 years), and I always know he is by my side. BUT I also believe that if your relationship with God is great then everything else will fall into his hands, if they are in his hands then you are following his will and things will happen the way they are supposed to happen (not always the way you see fit or how you want but how he sees fit and what he wants). ANYWAY, to make this a little longer (sorry), I have been dreading this next Sunday but also looking forward to it. It's going to be my first Sunday going to find my way with God and Jesus the way they see fit but to make it a little bit sweeter my boyfriend and his mom will be there with me, I couldn't have asked for a better Sunday to re find myself with God and Jesus.

I don't know if you will hear the same thing that I did in this song but isn't that the joy of music. Everyone can listen to a song and it can mean so many different things to each and every one of them. So, finally the end of this post :) Have a great Friday and a wonderful weekend!!

Halo lyrics
Songwriters: Bogart, Evan Kidd; Knowles, Beyonce Gisselle; Tedder, Ryan Benjamin;

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo


© B-DAY PUBLISHING; EMI APRIL MUSIC INC.;





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From Beci's Blog:
There is a song by Steven Curtis Chapman that says:
I can see the fingerprints of god
When I look at you I can see the fingerprints of god
And I know it’s true
You're a masterpiece
That all creation quietly applauds
And you're covered with the fingerprints of God
So look around you and see where YOU can see God's fingerprints. Is it in nature? Kids? Animals? Where do you see them? Here's how to join in - Go to Becki's Blog!
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Not me Mondays!

Welcome to Not Me! Monday! This blog carnival was created by MckMama. You can head over to the blog to read what she and everyone else have not been doing this week.

I love MckMama's not me Mondays... so I figured I can start to this one also! By the time everything is said and done I think I might have some crazy thing for ever day of the week! :)
I did not stay up Friday night until 5 am drinking and hanging out with new friends....
Not me!
I did not then wake up on my own on Saturday morning at 9 am ready to go.
Nope, not me!
I did not wake up so hungry I got mad enough to almost start a fight between the most Wonderful guy ever.
Nope, not me!

I did not almost forget all about my awesome dog at my apartment Saturday morning because food had over taken every thought I had in my head!
Not me!!
I did not talk/laugh in my sleep Saturday night due to being overly tired and worn out because of 4 hours of sleep the night before.
Not me!
I did not have a two day hangover from said drinking that didn't happen Friday night.
Nope, not me!
I did not almost take back my decision to "retire" for working at my church nursery and start actually going to church due to the amazing memory book that I was given.
No way, not me!
I did not stay awake almost all night because my awesome dog was sick, worried that if I did go to sleep I would wake up to something very, very bad!
Not me!
I did not get mad that my vet called me and told me that the only thing wrong with said dog is that he is stressed out and it can be fixed with water and bland food!
Not me at all!


I did not get happy this morning to go to work because I didn't want to deal with my house and the mess, even if there was no sleep involved last night and I'm not sure if I will make it until lunch time.
Nope not!
I did not just get upset because in my pictures I couldn't find a picture of a Miller Lite bottle!
Not me at all